La verità semplice :)

I’ve been dating this guy for a month today. And he’s everything I want and more. Major brownie points if you can keep a smile on my face even in my worst moods. We were together for 4 months till it became official before that we were on and off. All the guys I’ve dated, talked to, crushed on, or flirted with, my boyfriend by far is the cutest, best, nicest, kindest, and most caring guy I’ve ever been interested all through my high school days. I’m happy that he’s one person I’m going to move mountains with ♥

So once again everything is my fault yet I didn’t do anything wrong! I understand we don’t have time together because I’m always busy with track but the days off I have I try hanging out with you and you push me aside and you want to bitch now that we aren’t together. What I’m most upset about is that I try making time for you and you have the nerve to tell me that if you planned a cute night out for us, I would drop you in a heartbeat for my friends. You obviously don’t know me. Why did you even ask me to be your girlfriend if you feel like this?

I thought you were my escape when things go wrong in my house but you’re just causing me more stress.

Completely confused! We fight and nothing gets solved the next day you ask me to prom like if you put our fight behind you and it meant nothing. I’m here thinking its all alright and I’m extremely happy that you asked me. Then one minute to the next you give me a cold shoulder not even a chance to tell you yes I’ll go to prom with you. All of a sudden you want space you can’t breathe you want nothing to do with me for a day. You just asked me to prom. You’re messing with my head I don’t appreciate it at all. I feel my heart was ripped out. I have to make a choice now that betters myself and makes me happy its not going to be easy and its going to be really hard but I can’t keep doing this to myself. So as of right now fuck you! You can’t take all your shit back and the flowers you got me when you asked me to prom. Ask me again another day.

What am I suppose to do? Everytime we have a problem I’m always the one to fix it to apologize I did nothing wrong this time. I’m not going to apologize this time. You are going to fix this problem. I’m going to wait for your apology but I know it will take forever to come. I don’t know what to do you aggravate me, upset me, piss me off but at the same time you make me incredibly happy. This one little fight is making me like you more than I already did. I’m a little lost right now. Yes we are in a fight but don’t ignore me. I need you around.